Hey, so i just realized that's been a long time since i have blogged. Well a lot of things have happened i work in a dentist office as a dental assitant, it has been way fun and i'm so happy i found that job. My boyfriend is leaving on his mission soon i'm way excited!! he is going to el salvador san salvador mission, he leaves on august 26. i know he is going to be a great missionary :) anyways that's pretty much it lol.

So Crystal told me that we needed to exercise, so i said okay i will train you up for a marathon the funny thing is she is only running 5 miles lol. So guess who is her trainer that's me lol i'm going to make things hard for Crystal it's going to be fun. it's going to be like cross country and track all over again. i'm so excited!!! I'm a nerd to be so excited about exercising.

So... I figured i should probably post since i haven't done it for awhile. So what's new with me is i'm living in my grandma's house (house sitting until they figure out if they want to sale and such.) so that's been pretty exciting lol. So winter is finally here and i'm so happy, but when i have to wait in it for trax i hate it but i love looking at it. Oh i almost forgot i'm also an officer for my sorority at the U of U, i'm the treasurer wow they picked the wrong person for that!! but i guess i have to do it anyways, maybe it will make me better at money. Well that's pretty much everything that has been going on.

So pretty much i don't think college life is for me, i mean i'm a nerd and it's hard for me to learn at a fast pace. For instance my spanish class, totally didn't know that i had class everyday expect for fridays. The teacher also pointed that out so i felt like an idiot, but i guess thats what they do when you have no idea what your doing. So maybe i should go to college, not my thing. I know it's for other people but not for me. This is just frustrating, plus i don't even have the money to go to school why go.

Trust

So i have been thinking lately about trust. For me i don't know why but i have a hard time trusting people, even loved ones. I really don't know what my problem is with that. Even with my boyfriend Trent i have a hard time trusting since he is at Utah State right now, but he fully trust me but i can't trust him? it's just weird, i wish i could trust people more it would make things a lot easier.

what can i say we're nerds lol

Well, i know i haven't been posting a lot of pictures lately. I will try and get some more pictures for you guys to look at :) but the only time i have the chance to do that is at mom's house so it will be awhile lol.