Hey, so i just realized that's been a long time since i have blogged. Well a lot of things have happened i work in a dentist office as a dental assitant, it has been way fun and i'm so happy i found that job. My boyfriend is leaving on his mission soon i'm way excited!! he is going to el salvador san salvador mission, he leaves on august 26. i know he is going to be a great missionary :) anyways that's pretty much it lol.

So Crystal told me that we needed to exercise, so i said okay i will train you up for a marathon the funny thing is she is only running 5 miles lol. So guess who is her trainer that's me lol i'm going to make things hard for Crystal it's going to be fun. it's going to be like cross country and track all over again. i'm so excited!!! I'm a nerd to be so excited about exercising.

So... I figured i should probably post since i haven't done it for awhile. So what's new with me is i'm living in my grandma's house (house sitting until they figure out if they want to sale and such.) so that's been pretty exciting lol. So winter is finally here and i'm so happy, but when i have to wait in it for trax i hate it but i love looking at it. Oh i almost forgot i'm also an officer for my sorority at the U of U, i'm the treasurer wow they picked the wrong person for that!! but i guess i have to do it anyways, maybe it will make me better at money. Well that's pretty much everything that has been going on.

So pretty much i don't think college life is for me, i mean i'm a nerd and it's hard for me to learn at a fast pace. For instance my spanish class, totally didn't know that i had class everyday expect for fridays. The teacher also pointed that out so i felt like an idiot, but i guess thats what they do when you have no idea what your doing. So maybe i should go to college, not my thing. I know it's for other people but not for me. This is just frustrating, plus i don't even have the money to go to school why go.

Trust

So i have been thinking lately about trust. For me i don't know why but i have a hard time trusting people, even loved ones. I really don't know what my problem is with that. Even with my boyfriend Trent i have a hard time trusting since he is at Utah State right now, but he fully trust me but i can't trust him? it's just weird, i wish i could trust people more it would make things a lot easier.

what can i say we're nerds lol

Well, i know i haven't been posting a lot of pictures lately. I will try and get some more pictures for you guys to look at :) but the only time i have the chance to do that is at mom's house so it will be awhile lol.

My life

Well, i got in trouble for not posting in a while so here it goes. So i have been really busy this summer! I have been working full time up at the "U" and i'm liking it so far. Also, trying to stay in touch with my friends which is hard since i live up in Salt Lake now and i love it. It's funny i could never imagine myself in a singles ward and going to FHE every monday, i just thought it was weird and i would never do that. well... guess what i'm going. Let's just say it's interesting. Oh for those of you that don't know i do have a boyfriends he's amazing! :)

Me, Bayley, and carlie are going stag to MORP. The theme was Disney So me and Carlie were Jasmine, and Bayley was the Incredible it was pretty awesome!
I was hanging out with Kenna, and when we hang out it's just funny!
Feb 12, 2008 In SLCC Physics we built a boat and we had to ride and see who got the fastest time! (me and Kaitlyn)
This Pictures isn't very good. But, this is us getting ready to get in. It was a stuggle!

This is Bailey, Kaitlyn, Allie, and Carlie! They are so nerdy!! Yay friends!
I took a picture out of my schools window! isn't it pretty! i love this picture! yay mountains!
This is Kaitlyn trying to do a cartwheel hahaha it was pretty funny!

Hahaha this pictures funny! I was just bored out of my mind!

Me and Crystal, having a very hard day! We didn't really want our picture taken!

Stressed!!!!!

So pretty much this year has been pretty stressful, i have to make sure i do well on my ACT and i am so scared, i don't really know why. I have this feeling like i don't think i will be able to graduate, and i'm scared. I hate it when people are like "oh my gosh i got my first B how terrible." sorry but that is just weird! anyways i wish i could say that actually then i wouldn't be stressed over if i am going to graduate or not. I don't know what to do.

Region!!

So the last time i blogged i was talking about the Murray Invite, well know Cross Country is over unfortunatly =( but haha it's nice to have a break once in a while. So when our team went to region i thought we did pretty good, the boys got fourth and the girls got third ( that's right the girls got better) haha. This course was horrible i hate this course there are so many hills, theres like 11 hills total. ugh anyways well my last time was 30 min and my region time was 28 mins i got better i was excited, but so happy i'm done with running for the moment.

Murray Invite!!!!!

So today i we had the murray invite! and it was so awesome.. i wasn't very happy with my time, but oh well it's better than all of my other times, and plus i wasn't last:) anyways my time was for a 5k (3.1) miles i got 32 min.. but yeah anyways i'm happy.... So anyways that's all i got to say!

Running

Hey, well yesterday i had my first meet it was pretty CRAZY!! So when i was running i'm was thinking i'm like i shouldn't stop, because it's bad for your heart and you will be last in the race. Anyways it was a 5K, which means it's a 3.1 mile run! it was awesome... well being done that is. I placed pretty well for myself, i placed 5th to last haha and that is awesome for me! But yeah anyways i have the Murray invite there is going to be a TONE of people there like about 1300 people.. like people from wyoming it's awesome! i'm pretty excited:) Well that's it.

I Hate Cars!

Hello! So haha i have had an interesting day today, i had car troubles on the way to early morning seminary! So i was driving along you know and my car is starting to jurk so i'm sitting there and i'm like please let me get to school! So when i was on 5400 so and 700 west my car dies, and i am sitting in my car panicking because it's kind of dark outside because it's 6:20AM so it's kind of creepy. So anyways that was my adventure today! But it happened twice but that was during a dance that was pretty fun too. hahaha... wow, can you say CAR PROBLEMS!!!!

So i got up early this morning at about 6:30 AM, and i have Cross country practice at 7:30. So sense i have a lot of time on my hands i desided to do my blog! I haven't done it in a long time so yeah here it is. Im starting school pretty soon i'm going to be a Senior in High School, it is so weird! I don't feel like a Senior, anyways as you know i am doing Cross Country, and it sometimes gets on my nerves to go running everyday which i don't want to do but i want to stay in shape and plus the races i don't want to be dead last so yeah. Well time has come where i need to go to practice so cya later :D

So i have been thinking for the past year, and the thought that keeps running through my mind is why we can't get along? why can't we settle our differences? why are we making people feel the way we do about some people? you know i wish i could answer thoughs questions. I love my family! very very much, but i can't deal with this crap that has been going on. I don't think they know how much this is hurting our family, even though some of the things don't have to do with me, but they still effect me, and i wish they knew that.

hahaha so this picture, was when we were at the seminary party at the end of school. And you know the kid behind me yeah didn't know he was there... his name is brandon he is interesting.. i knew i shouldn't have trusted lance with the camera hahaha! This is me, Kenna, and Crystal at the last day of school.. It was her last day in Utah, she is moving to Texas and she is not excited at all!