So i have been thinking for the past year, and the thought that keeps running through my mind is why we can't get along? why can't we settle our differences? why are we making people feel the way we do about some people? you know i wish i could answer thoughs questions. I love my family! very very much, but i can't deal with this crap that has been going on. I don't think they know how much this is hurting our family, even though some of the things don't have to do with me, but they still effect me, and i wish they knew that.