So pretty much i don't think college life is for me, i mean i'm a nerd and it's hard for me to learn at a fast pace. For instance my spanish class, totally didn't know that i had class everyday expect for fridays. The teacher also pointed that out so i felt like an idiot, but i guess thats what they do when you have no idea what your doing. So maybe i should go to college, not my thing. I know it's for other people but not for me. This is just frustrating, plus i don't even have the money to go to school why go.

Trust

So i have been thinking lately about trust. For me i don't know why but i have a hard time trusting people, even loved ones. I really don't know what my problem is with that. Even with my boyfriend Trent i have a hard time trusting since he is at Utah State right now, but he fully trust me but i can't trust him? it's just weird, i wish i could trust people more it would make things a lot easier.

what can i say we're nerds lol